Heading back on Tuesday

I will be headed back to New York on Tuesday, after almost four weeks with my parents. Right now, I still can’t formulate any kind of meaningful post about being here or my sister. It’s just emotionally exhausting, and I’m choosing to try and get myself into as normal a psychological place as I can manage in order to be the best person I can be for my family.

The state of Christopher 2012

My sister died on January 20th, Sarah’s 9-month birthday. She was sixteen. We knew this time was coming, but it’s still a difficult thing to face.

I’ve been in California since January 18th. Sarah is in New York with Dec. I feel like I will never be happy again.